Faith is a passionate intuition

Design Mood - ON (:

2011-01-24T07:15:00.000-08:00

Designing Mood - ON (:

Designing some stuff for a friend of mine,after sometimes of losing touch with my Photoshop,now I'm back (: Since I've updated all my Adobe software I'm now proudly using Photoshop Creative Suite 5 (CS5)

Silent night (24/01/2011)

2011-01-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

Its rather a silent night , tonight.So I've decided to blog, since my broadband has kinda given up on me I can't do much like load video's in YouTube and stuff . So yeah. I'm on my semester break , I have like 2 more semesters, after that I'M DONE BABY ! (:
Can't wait !

During this break , I did do something really interesting,We went for a family vacation to Penang , wehooo! I had so much fun,and for a fact I friggin miss Penang already ):
And now after the holiday , I'm back with nothing much to be done. I wanna take up a job,seriously . Or how I wish I'm packed with Photoshoots and stuff. I miss putting my photography skills to test. Just waiting (:

Two thousand and ELEVEN (:

2010-12-31T10:33:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year beautiful souls ! (:
Evaluate what you have been in the past , and learn from it .
Let go off the hurts, and have fun .

Much love , Amanda <3

Day seven: Four turn offs

2010-12-26T23:13:00.000-08:00

Four turn off's ;

1. Bad breath
2. Body odour
3. Bad sense of style
4. Being stingy

Smile ..

2010-12-26T23:00:00.000-08:00

To be honest , I don't have the words to make you feel better , but I do have the arms to give you a hug , ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about and I have a heart . A heart that is aching to see you smile again ..

From a rebellious heart , hear me I'm sorry ..

2010-12-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

Dear God ,

Sorry for I have disobeyed,
Sorry for I have hurt someone unintentionally,
Beyond the blessings that I have in my life,
Sorry for not being unappreciative..

I want to learn from this
Help me Lord God, its you I trust and love
Help me..

From a ; Rebellious Child ( Sometimes )

We just boil at different degrees , deal with it .

2010-10-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

The world laughs at me cause I'm different , I laugh at them cause they are all the same .

From an annoyed heart .

Day 6; Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

2010-10-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

Five people who means alot to me ;

- God my Saviour .
- Family (:
- Friends I call , my greater half's <3 ( Ainaa , Hazel , Karin this one's for you )
- Awak ( You )
- Honest souls .

Day five: six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-09-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

Six things I wish I never did .

I wish I didn't

1. Fall in love with my previous ex , biggest mistake ever .
2. Adopt the unhealthy eating habit of mine ):
3. Get caught up with this MAJOR flu , I'm facing now !
4. Ditch college for this one week ( Chill , its just the first week- Note to self )
5. Waste so much money on expensive meals .
6. Regret over unworthy things in my life like I use to.

Big NO NO !

2010-09-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

Heart raising like lightning + Drowsy = An unhappy human feeling fucked in the brains !

Day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot

2010-09-26T09:34:00.000-07:00

Seven things that crosses my mind a lot .

1. My future carrier defiantly (:
2. My weight , yes I'm paranoid ! ):
3. Clothes , clothes , clothes !
4. My habits (Laziness , Eating habits)
5. To have more times spent with them long lost friends .
6. On what shall I do for the upcoming breaks .
7. On upgrading my current gadgets .

day three challenge : eight ways to win your heart.

2010-09-23T12:47:00.000-07:00

Eight ways to win my heart .

1. Don't try to impress me, with your fake wealth. Sorry, I'm not interested on how much you earn or even how much your jeans cost . Thank you (:
2. Be honest and down to earth .
3. Respect me for who I am .
4. Don't lie . Just be yourself .
5. Take responsibility for yourself.
6. Wasted guys will not be entertained.
7. Sacrifices things, for my sake with all their heart ( Not always,sometimes. Don't worry I'm not selfish)
8. Someone who smell's real good (:

Day 2 challenge ; nine things about yourself.

2010-09-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

Nine things about myself .

1. I'm not friendly.
2. A future Fashion Photographer * Crossed fingers*
3. I'll annoy you.
4. I do bite (:
5. I'm very secretive.
6. I love everyone , I do (:
7. Enjoys being around loved ones.
8. I like things to be done in a neat way.
9. I walk fast , serious . Like very fast !

Day 1 Challenge ; : Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now .

2010-09-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now..

1. Beautiful souls- Mom and Dad , Gorgeous Sisters I will always love you'll (:
2. Ainaa Baby ( My bestie) I love you babe , you the best !
3. Saya sayang Awak (:
4. Maxis - You suck sometimes !
5. Fluffy I miss you ! ):
6. Blackberry Storm 2 please .
7. I wish you the best in your life .
8. Kim K , You are hot ! (:
9. Classic Douche Bag !
10.Aquaria trip , Please (:

Just because its interesting .

2010-09-19T08:47:00.000-07:00

Okae its like this , earlier today I was going through some random Tumblr's and I found this interesting "Something" I don't know what is this exactly , something like expressing how you feel , if that makes sense to you . It was rebloged by many Tumblr users , and I just had to copy and paste this .

Ten Day Challenge~
day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
day two: nine things about yourself.
day three: eight ways to win your heart.
day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
day five: six things you wish you’d never done.
day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
day seven: four turn offs.
day eight: three turn ons.
day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
day ten: one confession.

Nice right ? (:
I'm going to start taking this challenge from NOW !

Past is officially a memory now ...

2010-09-10T12:06:00.000-07:00

Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness.

All my past is now officially a memory .

Its hot , not perveted (:

2010-09-09T11:42:00.000-07:00

As usual a boring online moment , with nothing much left to be done . So I decided to YouTube . Guess what I found ? Some funny commercial add's , I watched , Vodafone , BMW , when the side bar suggested some condom add's . I decided to watch it , as I have not watched any kind of add's about condoms and again here I go . The first one was Okay , the second one was So - so , the third one was quite unique in a way . BUT ! The fourth one is still the best , still is (:

Its hot and naughty ! ( Note to readers ; I ain't no kinky person , I swear )

Since I bragged too much on that add , I'm going to kind enough to post it (:

Take a dirty picture for me !

2010-09-08T11:23:00.000-07:00

Take a dirty picture for me , take a dirty picture . Send the dirty picture to me , send the dirty picture - Kesha ft Taio Cruz (Heartbreaker) HAHA !

See , I have been listening to this song for quite sometimes , but just downloaded it earlier just now . Its awesome , trust me (:

I almost feel like I'm Dr . Jekyll and Mr . Hyde . Sometimes I'm "Ouh , I'm awesome , I'm awesome " and sometimes I'm like " Damn , everyone is a douchebag " Its confusing right ? Yes , I know . HAHA . I'm prolly having all this feeling due to the assignments that is given to me in TARC , I didn't know being a Multimedia Designer may cause Emotion Malfunction ? ):

I taught you only came up with telephones ?

2010-09-08T11:12:00.000-07:00

“When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.” –

Alexander Graham Bell

This is so true . Man ! This is teaching me something new in life (:

I'mma play this Vandross you gon' take your pants off !

2010-09-05T03:20:00.000-07:00

A usual Sunday , right after getting done with checking my mails , I taught of listening to some songs . And now , I end up listening to all kinds of songs . It started with Lil jon featuring Pitbulls together with Machalla's "The floor is on fire", and now here I am listening to George Benson's "Nothing's going to change my love for you"

I would consider myself as a random child . I'm good with any kind of music which has a very deep meaning linking to Life , Romance . That does not mean that I don't listen to other genre's of music . I'm also a fan of Reggae , Pop , Electro , Hip hop and R&B , a twist of country sometimes depending on my mood . I'm not MUSIC RACIST OKAE ! Hahah . As long as its good and keeps me going , I'm totally okae with any genre of music , no complaints .

Current Mood .

2010-09-02T11:50:00.000-07:00

Moving on with life . What makes it harder ? Idk myself . I just gotta fucking move on knowing that I'll always have them loved ones with me .

I'm in a situation such as this ;

Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles.

What do I do ?

This song is keeping me going (its a tamil song,but damn its good)

Get rich or Die trying !

2010-08-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

Have you ever in life been put in a situation like this " Do or Die" ?

I'm sure most of them had . In this kind of situation all you can think of is basically "Nothing" Nothing at all , you would prolly think of some stuff and confuse yourself . Where most of them will end up "Dying" and some of them would choose to "Do" it. Often a very small amount choses "Do" whereas most of them choose to shoot themselves- Dying in another words .

So what we should do is ;
- Pray for the best thing to happen , trust me it works .

- Think wisely (If you think its too much for your tiny brains to figure it out go for plan-b)

- Ask the elders (sisters , brothers / and even friends ) not necessary elders actually. But whomsoever who seems to know you real well .

In another words ; Get rich or die trying !

One Love baby !

2010-08-24T13:18:00.000-07:00

Buffalo soldier by Bob Marley ! One love baby !

I'm blessed beyond his curse, for his promise will endure .

2010-08-24T12:36:00.000-07:00

I may be beaten , thrown down to the floor , being trampled over . But guess what ?

I ain't gonna let you steal my shine ! I am what I am today , because Christ loved me so much . He loves all of us , yes he do <3 . We are blessed , thank you Lord (:

I move forward , just like Buffalo Soldier !

Damn right baby !

2010-08-24T12:30:00.000-07:00

Damn right baby ! Here I go again , OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! (:

You might be wondering why am I omg'ing all the way and its definitly because SkyBar has driven me crazy ! Oh baby !

Isn't this like a place to be , damn right you heard me ! I came across some of the snapshots taken by one of my lecturer who was in SkyBar , it looked friggin awesome . And at that point , I was sitting wondering to myself ? How did I go by not hearing anything about this place at all ? As I was all excited to myself about this place , I lifelessly decided to google it . The fact that I'm a Malaysian , and I didn't know a single thing about this place . So yea . And that's when I knew where it is situated and stuff . I came across the snapshots that my lecturer posted up on Facebook last Sunday . I did try asking my sister if she has heard about it . Lifelessly , she said NO ! Haha .

So yea , I found it on my own *SMILES* for those of you who haven't heard about SkyBar , I'm being kind enough to post some pictures on how it looks like . The truth is that , I can't keep silent , as I'm feeling all so "WOW'ED" with the setting's and all .

If your wondering where is this place situated;
- Traders Hotel,Kuala Lumpur (Level 33)

I should have cheated .

2010-07-10T10:06:00.000-07:00

I should have cheated is a song by Keyshia cole which I'm currently listening to (:
Well , I'm back home for the week . Here I go , sitting and blogging , YouTube'ing , Fb'ing . I would say that my weekend is abit more relaxing for this week , I ain't sure on what is awaiting me for the following one yet . So yea .

I have been like so busy , second year in college is not easy in terms of the deadlines that they give you to work on a project , but still standing strong (:

Ouh yes , on Friday(9.7.2010) we had our photoshoot for our second assignment, Applied Photography subject , so me and my other group mates decided to do it in one of our friend's apartment . Was hell of a fun ! Gosh , to get good snapshots , you gotta put some much effort. There's just some much stuff to experiment. Ours was a series of Splash , I gotta admit this , that the snapshots looked awesome ! Thank you god (:

For the sad part , I lost my DSLR's lens cap , I still remember keeping it near some plants, it was less that 10mins , by than it is gone ! Why so careless you may ask ? I'm not careless , but the shoot was near the pool , so I had no choice but to leave it there as I didn't have pockets as well . I was thinking that nobody would take it , but it was gone somehow ): guess I'll have to get a new one to protect my baby .

And right now , I feel so sleepy . Good night(:

20 Random facts about Amanda Stephen (:

2010-06-22T02:19:00.000-07:00

I don't know why , but I just taught of doing this post (:

- I trip over unnecessary thing's .

-I am one confused child .

-I dislike drawings , but the fact that I'm majoring in the Creative Art , wth !

-Ouh yea , I say WTH alot .

-I crack myself up with dumbfuck jokes (:

-I blog whenever, I feel like doing so .

-I love everyone around me without any exception , seriously I do , you can just be whosoever you are .

-I don"t know why , but I refuse to do my Animation exercise here in my hostel itself , I wanna get back home and do it .

-Blackberry 9700 , or Blackberry Storm 2 ?

-I'm thinking right now ? *blink blink*

-Ouh yes , I missed MJ's tribute in MIST last Saturday (19 . 06 . 2010)

-I like this song , Wavin flag by K'Naan (:

-It has been sometime since I last went for swimming .

-This is the 14th random fact about me (:

-People always say that too much of something gets you poisoned , but why isn't Mcd's like that ?

-Fashion photographer , is what I want to be in the future .

-MOST IMPORTANT ; I'm very much absent minded .

-Wishes to have Chihuahua someday soon .
P/s ; I still love my current puppy (:

-Second year in college is tough , seriously .

-I have to go wash my hair now , Bye (:

I found something so unbelievable , yet true .

2010-05-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

An Indonesian baby smoking up to 40 cigarette's just in one day ?

Check it out people ;

I don't have a title for this blog (:

2010-05-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

Back in blogging after ages . Haha . Anyways , it is a Monday , a boring one I would say . I'm feeling so LAZY that , I didn't even go downstairs to have my lunch . Its okae , I'm not hungry anyways . So yea .

I'm back in college , for my 4th semester = Second year , which means I'll be graduating next year , I so can't wait (: Being back in for the second year , its not that easy , I have like 5 subjects + 1 more subject that I had to take , which means all together 6 . I'm having ;

-Cell Animation
-Multimedia authoring
-English for mass communication ( NOT FUN at ALL )
-Applied photography
-Interface design
+
-Image manipulation

This are the subjects that I have for this semester . So far I find animation fun , and like I did state earlier English for mass communication is not fun at all , its quite hard .

Things around are getting pretty hectic even when this is just my 3rd week . I have been super busy with things , that some people don't get it . I understand though . But I'm just expecting them to put themselves into my shoes , I don't ignore anyone , its just that I'm busy .

Like last week , I had animation exercise to be done , and I had to do photo shoot for my 1st Applied photography assignment . Last week I had classes up till Thursday only , since Friday was a public holiday . So yea , I had like Friday , Saturday and Sunday . Friday I was pretty much working on my drawing's for animation . I manage to finish up till 70++ pages . Saturday I was fully occupied with my own personal stuff's , I was out to get some stuff's for myself , and at night I had some event to attend . So 1 more day left , Sunday I continued my animation and tried to cramp some photo shoot as well . I had sometime to have my late lunch , help out my parents with some stuff , pack as I had to get back to my hostel , take my bath and online for a while , and than I got on the road , and reached back my place . Seriously , I was so tired .

I don't mean to ignore anyone , I'm sorry , Just try to keep up with me and I'll do the same (:

Till my next post .

xo <3

The "feeling"!

2010-04-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

The feeling of updating my blog! Sudden urge! *Smiles* Maybe,I just miss bloging (:

5th of April 2010= Tired-ness!
Was a really tiring day! Trust me! Preparing for exhibition wasn't a easy thing after all,so much effort. Now I know,what person goes through just to put an event together. We started decorating our booth,like about 10a.m.++ and we only got it done at 3p.m.++. Serious! But after looking at all the hard work done,we were really satisfied. Thank You God! Ouh yea,can eu imagine setting up our booth in TARC sport's complex without any kind of air supply,except for carbon dioxide! Haha. Serious,there were no fans? No air-cond's? Basically there was NOTHING! We were sweating like some contractors in the construction site? Err,okae maybe not as worst as what they go through but partially of what they go through. In that kind of situation all eu feel is ANGRY, FRUSTRATED, THIRSTY! Especially something doesn't turn out the way we wanted it to. However,we get em done! (:

_________Next day;

6th of April 2010=Fun+tired!
It was on the day of our exhibition! I was kinda excited,honestly I was (:
Thanks to god,it turned out really well. Heaps of people visited our booth. We got loads of positive feedback from them. Thanks! Not forgetting,everyone got a great job done! All the booth's look good,and it was pretty much happening. Way to go people (:

Well then,that's all for now I guess.

Nights people!

A finished person is a boring person- By Anna Quindlen

2010-04-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. I'm bored! *Alert*

I'm feeling bored,like frigging bored! What do I do? Just got done with checking my Facebook. I'm also on Msn,but__Err! Still feeling bored.

More than words!

2010-03-30T10:13:00.000-07:00

More than words...

Yes,Feeling so tired,till there's no words__________? to explain how tired I am ):

But I'm feeling quite relieved that I'm finally done with my drawings! Yeehar!
The feeling of,thinking,thinking & thinking yet not a single idea come's up, to go with theme that I have chosen. If only my brain had the capability of puking,it would have puked by now! Seriously! But since I'm done with it,I have to stop complaining!

Guess,I'm going to have some relaxing time later on. *In gods grace*

I'm listening to this one malay song,its goood! Trust me! Keep's me going!
Its "Cerita kedai kopi" By Malique ft Salam. Listen to it,if your interested!

Till my next blog.

Nights people.

I can't do this no more!

2010-03-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

I can't do this no more!

Yes,I'm sick and tired of acting like everything's okae,when I'm dying of BOREDOM! Like seriously.

Suggestion's
-Facebook? Err,no!
-Msn? Definite No! Why,why?

Here's the reason WHY?

Someone(x)
"Nudge"

Me;
"Nudge back"

Someone(x)
Hey..

Me;
Hey..

Someone(x)
How are you?-How's life?-How's college?-Eaten?____So?

Me;
So?

__"So,so moment__

BYE!

Haha.

This doesn't happen all the time,just sometimes.

Tomorrow I'm having my practical class for Creative & Critical thinking. Hoping for everything to go on well in god's grace.

Ouh yea,earlier on Tuesday I was in OneUtama. After all this while of hearing about "Cotton On" I was there like for the very first time. I have to say its really Ouh-some! (: A must-go outlet.

Alright,that's all for the moment.

Take care & Nights.

Hello bloggers (:

2010-03-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging!
I miss my blog, I haven't really been updating,so what? I'll update now (:

Its a boring Thursday, I usually don't have classes on Thursday,so all I do on Thursday's is; Online,Eat,Rest..and all kind's of random thing's which will make my day going. It's different if I'm out. So yea.

Honestly, I really can't for tomorrow! Why,why? Because I'll be back home. I miss mum and dad like heaps! I'm also missing mum's cooking's. Miss my sister Jennifer as well. I haven't seen like for quite sometime, I only hear her voice through the phone ):

There's approximately like 3weeks for this semester to END. Fast right? Told eu it's a short semester. Ouh yes, lately(I mean just today) I have been reading thing's which inspired me much. More to do with Christianity actually. So yea.

Now,I'm running out of topic!

Each time I'm feeling all surprised about blogging. When I start blogging,I somehow run out of words. But, at least I updated some stuff right. Better than nothing (:

I'm having color studies lecture at 10a.m. tomorrow. Right up after that I'll be having my practicals for Creative & Critical thinking,from 12p.m. till 2p.m. and then I'm done (:

Err..Nothing much left to be typed. Till my next blog.

Nights people.

Soaring into my 3rd semester.

2010-03-06T09:52:00.000-08:00

Now,I'm in my 3rd semester which will be 7 weeks long. It's a short semester. I have like only 2 subjects which is;

-Creative & critical thinking
-Color studies

It seems like I just started college,but knowing that I'm alr in my 3rd semester amuses me. Have like 4 more semesters to go,before i graduate. Honestly,I can't wait to graduate (: Hoping for everything to go on well not only for me but also for all the students who have their own dreams. All the best people! (:

Ouh,did I mention about this big day that we will be having in April. We will be having an exhibition cum award ceremony in our college. Quite excited. Hoping to do well.

*Yawns* I'm sleepy! Will update more soon aye (:

Nights people!

Updates,updates!

2010-03-06T09:23:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps! Haha. Here I am back in agn blogging. I missed my blog so friggin much,like seriously! Not just saying for the sake of it,but trully,and deeply,I have always reminded myself to update my blog but I just kept thinking of the right time,and till today! This is the right time,the voices tell's me it is! Okae,okae,enough of playing! Let's get down to business!

Right now I'm like online,because I'm busy finding for this value scale thingy that I have to print out for my Color studies subject. I found the color wheel,but I can't seem to find the value scale thingy,so hard! Haih. I just tried printing the color wheel,and guess what? I think my printer is running out of inc,that it gave me something else,which looked nothing like how I saved it. The colors all incorrect ):
Nvm..

I'm having these random feeling now,my heart doesn't feel good. I don't like these feeling. Yup! Another thing Nowadays I'm starting to realise so many things around me which is not right. I just don't see the point of someone trashing about another someone? Like wth! This is what i think,as we grow up things around us start changing,we can't like expect things to be the same like forever. Everything changes! Especially people. As one is learning how to move on with life,things totally change. It can change in both positive or in a negative way. How weird is it to think about someone who can't accept the fact that things change,I mean i do believe that these may seem new to some people. More like a SHOCK I would say. Yet,some people are not willing to accept this culture. The world is going CRAZY! Like seriously! I just think that people should start learning on how to accept these harsh world! Everybody has their own way of seeing things,therefore I truly believe that everybody should learn how to live their lives. And just move on with life,no matter what comes forth knowing that,GOD is there for us!

P/s: I'm not crapping or whatsoever! This is just a post,has got nothing to do with anyone,its just a post on what I'm feeling about,that's all.

Peace (:

Amanda is feeling bored!

2010-01-25T00:05:00.000-08:00

Okay,here we go. My semester break has officially started and i haven't got a REAL GATEWAY! Haish! I'm feeling so bored staying at home. Like how long is this thing going to last. I wanna go out! Haha,I'm starting to sound real desperate now.

And thanks to Anand Kumar who just rang me and shared heaps of stuff's with me. I really appreciate that (:

My hot list:(includes current cravings)
-REAL GATEWAY!
-Man'U Jersey
-Louis Vuitton handbag(i know its kinda too much,but I STILL WANT EM!)
-A photography day(a day occupied just by taking ouhsome snapshots)
-Good results for my final's (:

Things;Lately..

2009-12-29T15:56:00.000-08:00

Yes..yes,i know..im blogging after a long time.Why is that?Simply because i was packed with too many assignments(usual thing)I'm now in week13,1more week for 2nd sem to end..Things seem to be passing like real fast,ain't it?(: and yes soaring into the 2010,New year..it seemed like i just came in,but unbelieveably im actualy going to my 3rd sem alr.Im happy though,cause the faster the better (; Ouh yes,a blessed christmas to all & a blessed New year as well..Too many drama's has taken place in this year as well,but who could be bothered?that's like a very basic stuff which happens in everyones life.So people,listen up..No matter who hard life gets,remain yourself,& be HARD as well (: like rihanna "that i-i-i im so hard,yea-yea-yea" (: thats all for now..take care people..

Im so in love with this song(Rinanna ft Young Jeezy-Hard)

2009-12-08T20:09:00.000-08:00

features rapper Young Jeezy

Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah

They can say whatever
Ima do whatever
No pain is forever Yup!
You know this
Tougher than a lion
Aint no need in tryin
I live where the sky ends Yup!
You know this

Never lying
Truth teller
That Rihanna reign just wont let up
All black on
Black top shades
Black top maybach
Ima rock this sh*t
Like fashion
As in goin to this Gang stop
And my runway never looked so clear
But the hottest bit** in heels right here
No fear
And while youre gettin your cry on
Im gettin my fly on
Sincere
I see you aiming at my pedestal
I better let you know

That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

All up on it
Know u wanna clone it
Aint like me (that chick to flaunt it)
Ride this beat beat beat (like a pony)
Meet me at the top (top) top
(Getting loaded)
Who think they test me now?
Run through this town I shut it down
Brilliant resilient fanmail from 27 million

And I want it all
Gonna take more than that
Hope that I know you got

I need it all
The money the fame the cars the clothes
I cant just let you run up on me like that (all up on me like that) yeah

I see you aiming on my pedestal
So I think I gotta let u know

That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihannarange just wont let up)
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

[YOUNG JEEZY]
(…)

Where them girls talkin trash at? x2 Where they at? x3
Where them bloggers at? x2 Where they at? x3
Where your lighters at? x2 Where they at? x3

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
That I, I, I, I’m so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I’m so hard
So hard, So hard, so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
So hard, so hard, so hard

Sungei Wang with Aina&Jules__Pelita with Caddy&Flique

2009-12-08T19:46:00.000-08:00

*Tweet Tweet*

Amanda's back in again blogging after a long time (:
Have been quite busy lately with presentation's+assignment..

Yesterday(8.12.09)after my webpage practical Aina,Jules and me,we went to Sungei Wang,as me and Aina wanted to get shoes for one of our assignment,where we have to come up with our own design on the shoe,Jules was there to guide us as she knew the right place we could get our shoes..My shoe is green in color,Aina's decided to go with the black one..After that,me and Aina went around SW,shopping..At one we felt so tired walking we decided to leave..As usual,by the time we came out it was during pwak hours,so the roads were quite jam,but however we managed,before droping me back to hostel,Aina and me went for dinner,as Aina was craving for the Char Kuey Teow in Malli's.

After dinner,Aina sent me back to my hostel,it was reaching almost 9pm..By the time i got back and settled down it was 10pm,where i told myself that i sholud start working on my typography assingment,as i was working on it...*message tone-Krazy* i recieved a text message from my sister,she told me to get ready as our friends were coming over to pick us up for a mamaking session*whoosh*i couldn't say no,so i decided to go..

My sister,me and our other two friend (Caddy*Flique) we were at Pelita Nasi Kandar,chitchating till 2am++..When we decided to leave back,reaching our hostel it was about 2.30am..So our friends insisted that we hang out a while more chating in their ride itself,blasting the music,we were having fun.After a while,me and my sister decided to say goodbye as we have to wake up early,it was about 3++am reaching 4am,went back,set my alarm at 6.30am as i had class at 8am,and yes,i had presentation..Now im back after class blogging..

Wanna go take a cat nap(:

Piccadilly,Piccadilly,Piccadilly!

2009-11-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

Back in again,blogging..Here in pj's,piccadilly in exact,having good time with mum,dad and sisters..watching football,people cheering *Wohoo*(:

Complete blurness*+tiredness..

2009-11-08T20:49:00.000-08:00

I dont know why but,im feeling so blur today,im not too sure with the choices that im coming up with,i nearly fell while walking to class earlier..While coming back from class i was feeling so tired and all blur,my mind is full of unwanted stuff,for no reason???Courage Amanda im telling to myself..

Piccadilly night out(:

2009-11-04T08:26:00.000-08:00

Here i am,sitting in piccadilly in pj's blogging, feeling kinda relaxed after a long day,done with my presentation,Ms.Yarshi's comment made my day(: && im loving my vanilla latte(: have class tomorrow as early as 9am..i just cant think of other assignments datelines,Week6,Week7,all these is enough to kill me softly ):

Already gone...

2009-11-03T21:50:00.000-08:00

Im sooo in loveee with kelly clarkson's song titled already gone,so meaningful its is..Back in again blogging after few days..So yes like i said,im keep on playing this song,its soo beautiful(: im having presentation later at 4pm,im okae now,but as soon as i get in the lab i'll definitely have butterflies in my stomach,hoping to do well,and get satisfying marks..Right now im sitting in my room,just googling..Decided to skip lunch as i had heavy breakfast earlier in the morning,whe to Mcd's with Aina,as i had 1hr break in between before my next class,met dad after class cause he came to pass me some stuff..My TITAS class ended at 12pm,i went to TBR right away to get some stuff printed out..Bla,Bla,Bla..these is how my day passes by..

Happy Halloween(:

2009-10-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween to all*yippy* too bad i dont get to celebrate halloween,wish i could,would be soo awesome!Quite happy cause i have alr got my soap box done(my 1st assignment for Digital Illustration)

I have been having a very hectic week!I haven't been getting enough sleep+massive headache+assignments!*Whoosh*Hoping to have a good weekend here with my family(:

Datelines!

2009-10-27T21:15:00.000-07:00

Back in again blogging,just had my lunch,had my sketches done,just a rough one i mean(: Tamadun class was canceled for today,so i came back,as my next class is at 4pm,Yes..I have digital illustration at 4pm,our dateline for our soap packaging box is as soon as NEXT WEEK..soo soon ): im still not done with mine yet..well as usual, procrastination took over me,Finally i came up with a theme,will be starting to work on it as soon as tomorrow..Will get it done in time,in jesus name(:

I gotta feeling..

2009-10-26T23:28:00.000-07:00

Random things popping out in my mind again,i dont fancy this feeling..

My new baby(: ily baby..

2009-10-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

My new baby:My Nikon D3000(: Thankies to jesus for making way for me and for giving me such loving parents&&sisters,thank eu soo much for my new DSLR,ily heaps,heaps,heaps!!

Yawns

2009-10-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

*Yawns* because i was too tired of thinking of an appropriate title,anyways *yawns* sounds good for now..im still awake,eventhough im like having massive headcahe..i dont feel like sleeping,but at the same time im yawning,im so unpredictable(:

One utama+Old town white Coffe(:

2009-10-23T05:09:00.000-07:00

Back in again with another post today,well i have to say that today was tiring day ):
Got back to my hostel nearing 7pm,like i told in my previous post,it has been raining on and off,i got wet in the rain today and im having headache now,and and its sooooo frigging cold!

Ouh well back to the topic,had my Digital Illustration lecture today as early as 10am in the morning,chicken soup for designers(: was pretty interesting..ouh,did i mention that tomorrow(24/10/2009) is daddy's birthday*excited much*like its my birthday*smiles*earlier this morning i was thinkin of getting dad a birthday card,but i didn't know with whom shall i go with,so i left that taught aside,in the midst of lecture,suddenly aina(my bestie) was asking me,if i had any plans after this lecture then i was like"taught of getting my dad a birthday card,as its his birthday tomorrow"then aina was like,lets hangout then,so we decide to go 1U(One Utama),as soon as we was done with our lecture we left for 1U,we were going around 1U:FOS,ZARA,TOPSHOP,DOROTHY PERKINS,PULL AND BEAR,NICHI'S,FOREVER 21 and some random outlets as well,at one point we felt so bored and we decided to leave,but we still had like 1hour++ until our next class,so we decided to just sit down in Old Town White Coffe,have a drink,and we ordered the toasted bread,mine was with the blueeberry puree and aina's one was with strawberry puree(: it was so goood(:

As soon as we finished chit chating and eating we left back for college,for our next class,and yes i had a nice time(:

Random stuffs(:

2009-10-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

Im so bored,and my room is like friggin cold(: im like sitting on my bed blogging while biting on a straw,that shows how bored i am,it has been raining on and off lately,and i have been having sleepless night this whole week,dang!Lecture and tutorial for today was okae,as for the basic photography lecture,the lecturer had made arrangements for the canon dealers to come in today for the demo session,well honestly i was pretty impressed(: however i still fancy Nikon somehow..Earlier i had lecture for web page aas well,i kinda find web page intresting,its just the codings that drive me crazy,other than that its okae..I have a long day tomorrow*Whoosh*

Aina,Amanda&&Pavilion=Fun(:

2009-10-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday(20/10/09) me and my bestie Aina was hanging out in Pavilion,Bb..We had so much fun,the intisl plan was to go to speedy to get Michael Jackson's Tshirt,but sadly those tshrts haven't arrived yet,without wasting anytime we decide to shop randomly:ZARA,Guess,Topshop,Forever21&&Nichi's was all we colud go to as we were rushing for our 4pm web page tutorial,we did purchase few stuff,not much though,before leaving we dedided to grab something for lunch,and yes we left(:

I don't deserve that,yet im never willing to give up..

2009-10-20T22:57:00.002-07:00

Whoosh,after such a long time im back here blogging(: well here i am back in college resuming my second semester,with new subjects*excitedd much* but as usual assignments are back,SKETCHES,DATELINES!*whoosh*

Okae,okae lets get back to the title of my blog "I don't deserve that,yet im never willing to give up" yes to mum,dad & beloved sisters,&& never forgetting all my loved ones i will never give up at any circumstances,i'll infact take these as my stepping stone to suceed in life,im not going to waste my energy talking about "THAT PARTICULAR THAT" but just look further in,to the chances that im going to have,and nothing can bring me down..When life shows me 100 reason to cry,i'll show life 1000 reasons to smile(:

Ily Jesus,Mum,Dad,Sisters&&All my loved ones(:

Miracles(:

2009-09-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

Miracles(: talking about the club me and my sisters hit last Saturday,awesome night..we went there around 10pm++ started with stories,was getting to know this guys who brought us there,talking+drinking+watching MUvsARSENAL match(: we weren't dancing,cause we wasn't really enjoying the songs that they played,but later on they played r&b songs..we just couldn't resist=temptations(: was were grinding and doing all kinds of stuff on the dance floor(:
was having fun..After the match ended and the 2nd tower finished we decided to leave,it was around nearing 3am in the morning,was a beautifull day(:

A random picture which was taken without our knowledge(:

Paradise Falls(:

2009-08-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday which was saturday,after cocuriculum day,dad fetched me back home to seremban,i was soo tired..so i decided to go the the saloon to get my hair washed and get some good massage for my body(: was goood..Reaching home,my both sisters insisted on watching a movie,so decided to go the movie The Proposal,but too bad the tickets were all fully booked,we we decided to watch the new 3D Animated cartoon UP,our show was at 9.30pm..Honestly,the cartoon was soo awsome..Russel is soo cute(the cartoon chareacter) so as the female bird kevin,named by russel..

And here are some random pictures,of me and my sisters before the movie..

Final Assignment Done(:

2009-08-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

Its Friday(21/08/09) we finally finished working on our graffity last wednesday,and we handed in our graffity today..Well feeling good because we are done with all the assignments for this semester..but then at the same time feeling quite nervous as well thinking about our marks?Everyone has done a great job,everyone's graffity was one of a kind and unique in their own way..Handed in my journal as well(: hoping for the best,Here are some random pictures of our groups graffity,my friends graffity..

Passing By(:

2009-08-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

Its a thursday,I had cocuriculum today,im very glad that it was my last day of cocuriculum(: Guess What,i just met my dad as he was here to fetch my sister back,too bad i can't go back early,clases are still on..Can't wait for saturday to come,i want to go home.Miss my Jack Skeleton(: and here is a very random picture i took using my webby..

2009-08-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

Before leaving for church(sunset mass)

Port Dickson=Family Time

2009-08-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

Last week saturday after sunset mass,we decided to go to pd to have a relaxing evening(: we headed for pd,as soon as we reached pd we went to KFC to go some food..after that we headed for the beach,it was such a beautiful evening,we had an awsome time there(:

Unforgetable

Floating in the clouds of bliss..

2009-08-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

25.o7.2009,I celebrated my birthday with my family..after a long time had a nice time with my family members..truly each and everyone of eu made my day,came back so tired,just to know that they suprised me with a birthday cake,not just any cake but my favourite blueberry cheese cake:)**blushes** made my wish and blew the candles..my tiredness were blewed away togather..felt incredible,thanks loads,ily dad,mom,sis+friends..My birthday present was dinner at old town white coffe with my loved ones+shopping...Thank You jesus sooo much for blessing me with such awsome people around me(including my friends)..a unforgotable birthday:)

And also to all my gorgeous friends who gave me a suprise party,thanks loads..words cant explain how much thankfull i am to all of you all,i love you all from the bottom of my heart:
-Karin
-Jules
-Jessica
-Ruru
And all who has always been there for me..
Thanks a bunch..

2009-07-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

My favourite picture,just can't stop laughing each time i look at it(:

Just Passing By..

2009-07-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

Just taught of updating my blog,but idk what to talk about..ohh yes,i had presentation today for my hubungan etnik,was feeling furious,but then it was all good,did my best,guess Puan Ina was satisfied..and here i am sitting in my room,updating my blog,semester1 is will be ending soon,i can't believe this is happening,its like i just came into college and the first semester has alr passed..waiting for my break,want to rest at home and get some good sleep:)

Random things popin in my head.

2009-07-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

So many things is popiing in my head..firs one,Am i working hard enough?,Secondly,Am i putting on weight? and many other things**yawns** trying my best not to spoil my mood,okae i know i wont..staying in for the day,just relaxing,updating my blog..Dads working,papa come home):

Im So Sorry for Now..

2009-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

All i can do for now is pray for you,knowing that eu will definitly be a better person one day,its not that you are bad..be yourself,and eu will truly find yourself,i am here to help eu through the "rain",in all the obstacles that you are going through just remember that god is there for you,eu don't have to be like others,nobody is perfect,the best we all can do is learn from our mistakes..dont let your parents down,they trully love eu,and want to see you as someone,someday..i know that you can do this,dont worry about what just happened,look foward and move on,knowing that past can only bring you sadness,i will always love eu and be there for you,take your own time..

Things happens..

2009-07-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

I tried so hard..knowing that there are improvements..its not like i can't make it at all,i will definitly make it,i will not put anyone down,and knowing that nothing can ever bring me down,with this spirit i am moving on for the better,never ready to give up,never will i let the storm take over me..Lord take over me..

For pavind boo..

2009-07-05T03:30:00.000-07:00

Last friday=unforgottable..thanks pavind boo for everthing,had an awsome time eu..and thanks for all that eu got me kae,love all of them:) ily pavind..this is for eu..xoxox..

In old town white coffe with pavind..

2009-07-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

Here i am in old town white coffe with pavind:) after a long time im meeting him back,ily pavind..

During english tutorial..

2009-07-02T00:58:00.000-07:00

Just handed in my English Journal,after this im having test for my hubungan etnik..hopefully i can answer all the question correctly..English lecturer(Pn.Aimy) brought us to the av room to watch a mandrin movie titled home run,was an awsome movie:) and now i have to head for my hubungan etnik class..

2009-07-01T00:08:00.000-07:00

Decided to blog now,have been quite busy lately..loads of assignments,got to get one by one done..datelines are nearing..and yes "I can work harder,i wont dissapoint anyone"and i ain't going to give up,no matter what..

Decided to blog..

2009-06-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

Here i am again updating my blog,been kinda busy with assignments and all..and yea still have loads of things left to do..which is my illustration,tracing,shape transformation..got to get all this done..Went for transformers on wednesday,such an awsome movie..a must-watch movie**two thumbs up**..after the movie karin,me,jules,amos,raj and ruburn we were all hanging out together,guess we were the last bunch of DML students to leave BTS(berjaya times square) we had heaps of fun..we also went to the arcade,played go-kart:) and now here i am now in the car blogging..

And for our Legend Michael Jackson:
May your soul be rest in rest in peace,
never forgetting on how much you inspired all of us,
You are never to be forgotten,
We Love You Michael Jackson..

At canteen,after class..

2009-06-18T20:56:00.000-07:00

Im at canteen with Amos,so just taught of updating my blog,came here after Pn nik's lecture,my next class is at 5pm..i have got like hours of break before my hubungan etnik lecture..so decided to go to jusco:)

Before english lecture..

2009-06-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

Here i am,updating my blog again..its 3pm,since Ms Aimy is not in yet,im taking this time to update my blog..going back tommorow:) but i have got to work on my assignments..yesterday(17.6.2009,wednesday) i was in KLCC,watched terminator salvation,the movie was good..after all the time that i spent there reached my hostel nearing 9pm..

During break at jusco..

2009-06-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

Here i am in Mcd's sitting updating my blog,came here after class,next class is at 5pm..so,here i am,while hazel is busy ordering food..going back to seremban today*smiles*..gotta get back and get my assignment done,college is fun but hectic at the same time..too bad karin,jules,amos,john,and jessica couldnt join:( and karin thanks a bunch for the fried rice it was absolutely delicious*2 thumbs up*..

Red.fm

2009-06-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

Last friday after ms Nik's class,Karin,jules,jessica and me planned to go to jusco its because we wanted to search for basic drawing skills book for ourselfes..all of us took a cab from the college entrance and we straight headed to wangsa maju jusco..we got off the cab,and headed staright for MPH bookstore..we spend some time there finding for it,later on we were told that those books are all out of stocks..then we decided to go around jusco window shopping..we went to F.O.S and just looked around,after some time karin decided to go back..while we were coming out of jusco,we saw Red.fm crew calling us to sign up for this contest,and we did,just after that when we decided to leave..Jd(red.fm dj) wanted us to participate in a contest..so we did..we had to guess the songs title and the artist who sang the song..round after round,finally there were only two people who made it through..who was a guy and me..credits goes to my friends who was really helping me out..i came in second place..i won a pair of Red.fm tshirt,a towel,backstreet boys cd,and 2 tickets to the movie terminator salvation:) after that we all headed back..

2009-05-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

27 may 2009..

No lecture for today,so im in hostel updating my blog..yesterdays lecture was awsome..got to admit that..bernard(our lecturer) was brifieng us on image manipulation..the lecture was very intresting..he was also brifieng us on our assigments,as we the 6th batch of multimedia students will be jugded 100% all based on our coursework..which means no exams..this shows that we really gotta work hard on all our assigments,in order to pass,not just about working hard but also adding heaps of our own ideas,in order to come up with our own artwork..my next lecture is on thursday(29may2009)..

2009-05-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

22 may 2009..

Finally, i got my student ID done today,woke up as early as 7.30am just to get this done..after getting OUR ID DONE(karin&me) we went for a training sesion on how to use out TARC website..And now im back at home in seremban..feeling incredibly good to be here,as i was staying in hostel for the past 4days..nothing can compare the feeling of being at home(:

2009-05-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

School daes,good old daes..

To be honest im quite missing my skewl life,miss my teachers&friends..miss learning science,science was definetly my favourite class..didn't quite enjoy my history classes tough..history just had loads of facts which was quite hard to remember..no matter what skewl life can never be forgotten..

2009-05-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

21 may 2009(4th dae in college life)

Well today we had 2 session of brifieng..gotta admit it,that it was intresting...learning new things..can't wait for the next week though,1st week of lecture..i wonder how isit even going to be??I'm missing my family heaps,as im staying in hostel..learning to be more independant..cant wait for tommorow(fridae)i'll be going back home..